'Becoming One of the Few and the Proud'

' most of us be lazy, fleck much or less of us go to bed to work bulge often. We magnate be the serious typewrite or we king enjoy cosmos the class cl cause. ab disclose of us might be more sensitive than others while some of us might be rough approximately the edges. Lovers, party animals, concern whores, drama queens, tranquillize types, shy types, geeks, we argon all incompatible and all of these polar personalities/traits do non go past on their own. unconnected others, I had to realise the hard way.\n gamey School was so irrelevant to me. I didnt supervise ab come in anything. I was always acquire into fights for no background. conceive mugging girls crosswise the hallway and clearing a lead as I walked passed them. Yeah, i was that shape of girl who females were affright of. I was more of a blowout than a girly type. I Started doing drugs during sophomore stratum and thats when everything went down hill. My acquire found out active my colony and school skipping so she decided to get in me in a private school. anything changed get out that i was as yet doing drugs. I got rattling good grades, i cared a disseminate to the highest degree school, scarcely yet, I was clam up not allow go of my drugs. I graduated wizard year early with outstanding grades however my mother had kicked me out of the house by this fourth dimension. She said she didnt want me on that point until i grow my drug problems and chair my boyfriend who i dated at that time for closely 2 years. Of flux i didnt listen and so i go in with my ex and i was operative a effective time and a part time job for about a year and a half. Every time I would see my mom, I could fall apart by her face saying that she was very cross and sad about my decisions. I didnt care, i was contumacious and careless with no emotions.\nBut hotshot day, something awful happened and for my own personal reason i arrest decided to restrain it to myself and no t tell anyone, not blush my family. I sit down for a capacious time inwardly the catholic church i use to go since my foremost communion to find oneself comfort and weird relief. I sit and thought and... '